{"id":131,"date":"2023-02-09T21:48:44","date_gmt":"2023-02-09T20:48:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.maau.cz\/?p=131"},"modified":"2023-03-07T23:29:07","modified_gmt":"2023-03-07T22:29:07","slug":"thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.maau.cz\/en\/thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"Thoughts"},"content":{"rendered":"

This poem is in English only<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Thoughts are my greatest disturber,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

they come in, uninvited, often unwelcome.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wish they\u2019d come by appointment, at least some.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

However, they make my existence better,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

so I let them come.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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To harass, to complicate, to torment my mind,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

they arrive. Their aim is to overwhelm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Only to see how desperately I was blind,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I try to sort them out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Is it me, or them, at my life\u2019s helm?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I can\u2019t focus, so much chaos they bring,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

so many layers, everything so discrete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yet the understanding is so startling,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

by no means I can compete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Everything connects, chaos begins to retreat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/div>\n\n\n\n

Leave me alone to my ignorance,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

they are an unnecessary burden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On second thought, how do I stand a chance<\/p>\n\n\n\n

the needed inspiration to summon?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A burden I can bear for certain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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They do not come, they are mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

They live within me yet seem external.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The whole world starts to shine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

for reason\u2019s eureka sounds so eternal<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and everything falls in line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/div>\n\n\n\n

I\u2019m starting to think:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I will keep these thoughts of mine,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

as they fill my brain to brink.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Without them I feel I sink.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It\u2019s me, whom they define.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Who am I to cast them out?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Even worlds they can fuse,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and I am beginning to shout:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Here emotions are of no use,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

thoughts are my greatest muse!<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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